I wasn't.

[There's no forest to look to here. Instead, he glances up at the sky.]

I tore into the woods. Zahliya tried to stop me so I - [His words halt, then quiver.] I hurt him. Not physically, mind you. And when that wasn't enough, I tore into Zonari next.

[His shoulders tremble just slightly.]

I exhausted myself in the woods. I wanted that thing to find me.