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adele
go easy on me, baby
i was still a child
didn't get the chance to
feel the world around me
had no time to choose
what i chose to do
so go easy on me
there ain't no room for things to change
when we are both so deeply stuck in our ways
you can't deny how hard i have tried
i changed who i was to put you both first
but now i give up
i was still a child
didn't get the chance to
feel the world around me
had no time to choose
what i chose to do
so go easy on me
there ain't no room for things to change
when we are both so deeply stuck in our ways
you can't deny how hard i have tried
i changed who i was to put you both first
but now i give up
architects
why does defeat always taste so bittersweet?
i just wanna live and die in peace
the flower that never blossoms is quickly forgotten
it must be gold if it's glistening
i must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself
goodbye, all the doves have flown away
fly high, 'cause the ravens are here to stay
i must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself in a cloud of
dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butterflies
i just wanna live and die in peace
the flower that never blossoms is quickly forgotten
it must be gold if it's glistening
i must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself
goodbye, all the doves have flown away
fly high, 'cause the ravens are here to stay
i must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself in a cloud of
dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butterflies
breathe carolina
i wish there was a way to give it all away
from the hole where my heart used to be, just believe me
don't go play by the water
they say you won't come back, don't go, you won't come back
don't go looking for answers
they say you won't come back, don't go, you won't come back
back to the lake where i dispose of my body
parts of me, she is resurfacing
and i, i just don't understand
why she's got to talk so much, yeah
and i'm so tired of telling lies
oh, i wanna go back, rewind, oh
from the hole where my heart used to be, just believe me
don't go play by the water
they say you won't come back, don't go, you won't come back
don't go looking for answers
they say you won't come back, don't go, you won't come back
back to the lake where i dispose of my body
parts of me, she is resurfacing
and i, i just don't understand
why she's got to talk so much, yeah
and i'm so tired of telling lies
oh, i wanna go back, rewind, oh
crown the empire
the pressure is rising, i feel it inside me
i need you to hear me now
what am i supposed to do?
you're dragging me away from the promised land
you fucked me up
but i refuse to let you kill what i am
what am i supposed to do?
you're dragging me away from the promised land
you fucked me up
but now, i know who i am
i need you to hear me now
what am i supposed to do?
you're dragging me away from the promised land
you fucked me up
but i refuse to let you kill what i am
what am i supposed to do?
you're dragging me away from the promised land
you fucked me up
but now, i know who i am
when i look back, i never seem to see things clearly
i'm dizzy, yeah, i've spun out of control
'cause when i look back, now, to the lie i keep repeating
i'm so scared that i believe it (i'm so scared that i believe it)
why do i still feel so lost?
why do i still seem out of place?
everyone's out of focus
everything blurry looks the same
why do i still feel so lost?
i feel so far away
i'm dizzy, yeah, i've spun out of control
'cause when i look back, now, to the lie i keep repeating
i'm so scared that i believe it (i'm so scared that i believe it)
why do i still feel so lost?
why do i still seem out of place?
everyone's out of focus
everything blurry looks the same
why do i still feel so lost?
i feel so far away
dua lipa / elton john
i'm not the man they think i am at home
oh, no, no, no
and this is what i should have said
well, i thought it, but i kept it hid
cold, cold heart
hardened by you
oh, no, no, no
and this is what i should have said
well, i thought it, but i kept it hid
cold, cold heart
hardened by you
gunship
when she falls hard, she falls hard
and her eyes fill up with stars, fill up with stars
but it's a false start, a call card
what's a race without a car, without a fast car
all you thought i wanted was some love and affection
but pull the blinds back and i'll show you the system
i can't be killed with conventional weaponry
now you're trying with emotional surgery
i hear you call with a sense of emergency
everyone dies but me, i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm taking you with me
and her eyes fill up with stars, fill up with stars
but it's a false start, a call card
what's a race without a car, without a fast car
all you thought i wanted was some love and affection
but pull the blinds back and i'll show you the system
i can't be killed with conventional weaponry
now you're trying with emotional surgery
i hear you call with a sense of emergency
everyone dies but me, i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm taking you with me
keep on running
that deep, dark secret will keep on coming for you
shot through my knees
welcome to the party
it's one hell of a scene
smoke and coke and body steam
i am dying for you
just really wanna get blown away
you're dangerous, like they said
you taste like venom, taste like venom
now i can't feel my face
i can't feel it
that deep, dark secret will keep on coming for you
shot through my knees
welcome to the party
it's one hell of a scene
smoke and coke and body steam
i am dying for you
just really wanna get blown away
you're dangerous, like they said
you taste like venom, taste like venom
now i can't feel my face
i can't feel it
half alive
it's like waking up in surgery
i can't seem to see right past the lights and i'm
so scared to take a knife to my chest
let you see the heart that's inside
oh, i'm just trying to introduce you
to this idea that i've grown used to
it's like sharing a dream with someone
once you say it out loud, it can't be undone
i'd jump off and into your arms
but i can't trust the fall
take my voice, i'm giving it though
i don't feel safe at all
i can't trust the fall
i can't seem to see right past the lights and i'm
so scared to take a knife to my chest
let you see the heart that's inside
oh, i'm just trying to introduce you
to this idea that i've grown used to
it's like sharing a dream with someone
once you say it out loud, it can't be undone
i'd jump off and into your arms
but i can't trust the fall
take my voice, i'm giving it though
i don't feel safe at all
i can't trust the fall
lord huron
gone are the days of laughter and love
gone, baby, gone, we've all had enough
carry on to spend all your dough
take it down to the ground and sink me below
i live my life like this
just to prove to the world that i still exist
i don't believe in life
and i won't believe in death 'til i die
gone, baby, gone, we've all had enough
carry on to spend all your dough
take it down to the ground and sink me below
i live my life like this
just to prove to the world that i still exist
i don't believe in life
and i won't believe in death 'til i die
sleep token
ooh, let's talk about chemistry
'cause i'm dying to melt through
to the heart of her molecules
'til the particles part like holy water
if anything
she's an undiscovered element
either born in hell or heaven-sent
either way, i'm into it
she's not acid nor alkaline
caught between black and white
not quite either day or night
she's perfectly misaligned
i'm caught up in her design
and how it connects to mine
i see in a different light
the objects of my desire
'cause i'm dying to melt through
to the heart of her molecules
'til the particles part like holy water
if anything
she's an undiscovered element
either born in hell or heaven-sent
either way, i'm into it
she's not acid nor alkaline
caught between black and white
not quite either day or night
she's perfectly misaligned
i'm caught up in her design
and how it connects to mine
i see in a different light
the objects of my desire
just running forwards, a life like wires
as i see the past on an empty ceiling
i play along with the life signs anyway but
hope to god you don't know this feeling
yet in reverse you are all my symmetry
a parallel i would lay my life on
so if your wings won't find you heaven
i will bring it down like an ancient bygone
call me when you have the time
i just need to leave this part of me behind
do you remember me
when the rain gathers?
and do you still believe that nothing else matters?
for me
it's still the autumn leaves
these ancient canopies
that we used to lay beneath
no, by now
the night belongs to you
this bough has broken through
i must be someone new
as i see the past on an empty ceiling
i play along with the life signs anyway but
hope to god you don't know this feeling
yet in reverse you are all my symmetry
a parallel i would lay my life on
so if your wings won't find you heaven
i will bring it down like an ancient bygone
call me when you have the time
i just need to leave this part of me behind
do you remember me
when the rain gathers?
and do you still believe that nothing else matters?
for me
it's still the autumn leaves
these ancient canopies
that we used to lay beneath
no, by now
the night belongs to you
this bough has broken through
i must be someone new
white roses, black doves, godmother, rise up
i need you to see me for what i have become
i guess it goes to show, does it not?
that we've no idea what we've got
until we lose it
and no amount of love will keep it around
if we don't choose it
and i don't know what's got its teeth in me
but i'm about to bite back in anger
no amount of self-sought fury
will bring back the glory of innocence
my, my, those eyes, like fire
i'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre
i need you to see me for what i have become
i guess it goes to show, does it not?
that we've no idea what we've got
until we lose it
and no amount of love will keep it around
if we don't choose it
and i don't know what's got its teeth in me
but i'm about to bite back in anger
no amount of self-sought fury
will bring back the glory of innocence
my, my, those eyes, like fire
i'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre
sleeping at last
when i see fragile things, helpless things, broken things
i see the familiar
i was little, i was weak, i was perfect, too
now i'm a broken mirror
but i can't let you see all that i have to lose
all i've lost in the fight to protect it
i can't let you in, i swore never again
i can't afford to let myself be blindsided
i'm standing guard, i'm falling apart
and all i want is to trust you
show me how to lay my sword down
for long enough to let you through
i see the familiar
i was little, i was weak, i was perfect, too
now i'm a broken mirror
but i can't let you see all that i have to lose
all i've lost in the fight to protect it
i can't let you in, i swore never again
i can't afford to let myself be blindsided
i'm standing guard, i'm falling apart
and all i want is to trust you
show me how to lay my sword down
for long enough to let you through
pitch black, pale blue
there was a stained-glass variation of the truth
and i felt empty-handed
you let me set sail with cheap wood
so i patched up every leak that i could
'til the blame grew too heavy
i'm only honest when it rains
if i time it right, the thunder breaks
when i open my mouth
i wanna tell you, but i don't know how
i'm only honest when it rains
an open book with a torn out page
and my inks run out
i wanna love you, but i don't know how
i don't know how
there was a stained-glass variation of the truth
and i felt empty-handed
you let me set sail with cheap wood
so i patched up every leak that i could
'til the blame grew too heavy
i'm only honest when it rains
if i time it right, the thunder breaks
when i open my mouth
i wanna tell you, but i don't know how
i'm only honest when it rains
an open book with a torn out page
and my inks run out
i wanna love you, but i don't know how
i don't know how
starset
i'm just a liar
without deceiving
i'm just a broken clown
make-believing
i should've let you know
you should've ran for cover
i'm just a parlor trick
a two-bit counterfeit
lay your heart into my perfect machine
i will use it to protect you from me
i will never let you see what's beneath
so good for you, and good for me
we told ourselves we're right where we ought to be
without deceiving
i'm just a broken clown
make-believing
i should've let you know
you should've ran for cover
i'm just a parlor trick
a two-bit counterfeit
lay your heart into my perfect machine
i will use it to protect you from me
i will never let you see what's beneath
so good for you, and good for me
we told ourselves we're right where we ought to be
if i was whole
i'd turn right now
i'd forget it and just walk away
'cause i've been told
that i'm dragging it out
but i've been dying just to see your face
and all i wanted was to say goodbye
into the fortress that you're stuck behind
and in the silence, now i realize
that after all, i built the wall
we were one and the same
running like moths to the flame
you'd hang on every word i'd say
but now they only ricochet
i'd turn right now
i'd forget it and just walk away
'cause i've been told
that i'm dragging it out
but i've been dying just to see your face
and all i wanted was to say goodbye
into the fortress that you're stuck behind
and in the silence, now i realize
that after all, i built the wall
we were one and the same
running like moths to the flame
you'd hang on every word i'd say
but now they only ricochet
new artist
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